My Collaring Vows

     There is nothing in this life that in certain. Day in and day out we never truly know what can or will happen. I suppose the same could be said about our meeting. I never would have thought in a million years, I would meet the person I wish to spend the rest of my existence with here at Wanda's shop. The moment we locked eyes and said hello I felt the bats in my stomach begin to swirl. We laughed and talked and at the end of the night you came up to me and gave me your number. I was over the moon. Even though we have only been together a short time, the love I have for you is inexplicable. There is not one word in the English language I could use that would do what I feel for you any justice.

    I kneel here today before you, to give my self completely to you. I devote my body, heart and soul to you. I give you my mind so that you may help me learn and grow. I give you my mind to fill with your dreams and hopes, fears and deepest desires. I give you my soul, to nurture and to cherish. But most of all I give you my undying love. 

    As my Master I promise to love you with a passion and fervor that knows no bounds. I vow to be loyal to you and only you and to stand by your side through thick and thin as your lover, your pet, and your equal.

    I vow to always be there for you. To mend your wounds and ease your mind. I promise to care for you and us for as long as I breathe. You will never have to feel alone as I shall be with you in mind body and spirit. 

    Today I give you me completely, for I could not give another gift that would show how immensely I feel for you. From this day forward  I vow to love you like no other and to cherish our love and happiness for all time. I am so grateful you have chosen me to be your one and only. I will love you until the end of time, as my partner, lover, and first and foremost my Master. 

 ©2015

Endings

My dearest Lover:

How have we become like this?
Alone in the cold throws of love,
with nothing but the skin on our bones.

We have become empty and frail.
Nothing beats inside but the empty feelings
we once shared.

Days and nights seem to pass by
and I take no notice.
Time has paused.
Each long second more monotonous than the last.
I cling to the numbness that sleep brings.

Endings are said to be beginnings.
But why must they be soaked in such pain?
It feels as though my heart is being stabbed,
over and over and over again,
continuously with barely a second for reprieve.

I hope in this ending you can find peace.
The peace I could never bring you.
I hope you find all that you are looking for.
I hope you find the strength to chase your dreams,
and lastly, I hope you find the love you crave & deserve.
You will find it, just don't let it go...

©2014

Fortress

Within these walls there is an empty vessel.
Nowhere does it say in this place that light is a friend.
Scattered are the remains of what was, what is, and what never will be.
There is only darkness within me.
Left to my own devices I have become blind,
Blind to all and everything around me.
From within comes a soft beating.
It will stop soon, of this I am sure.
Love has left here.
It has bore a tunnel straight through my heart and out of my body.
I don't ask any questions.
Who am I to beg.
What was left are the ruins of the past.
Nothing to savage, nothing to claim.
Here I shall lay in malignant stupor.
Forever counting shadows which dance around me; 
Taunting me with their presence.
I know it is all for not.
I know that here the light exists solely as a reminder
of what I will never have.
Peace, tranquility, hope, and love... 

©2014

No Sympathy For Lowly Kings

Everyone's got a story

a poem, or a song.

Nobody's got a care for you,

whether you feel it right or wrong.

You say you want sympathy?

then go wait in line.

The world owes you nothing,

and neither do I.

Suffer here 

or suffer there

it really doesn't matter,

and I certainly don't care.

My heart is numb

and my soul benign.

Can't say I care, 

to give you more time.

I've paid my dues

and shed my tears.

beside it was nothing

only four months and two years...

So take away your love

and your deplorable pleas.

Stop contaminating me 

your love's a disease.

I loved you once,

but i can't anymore.

I've turned my back

and locked that door...

 ©2014