I'm sorry

I am sorry
for all the stupid things I do,
for being so dumb,
for being the one that relies on you,
all the time,
I am sorry that I cannot be the one,
who is strong and helps you,
I am sorry for all the times I cried,
I am sorry for calling you all the time,
and always wanting to be with you,
I am sorry if that annoys you,
I am sorry for liking your eyes,
and thinking about you constantly,
I am sorry for waiting for you when your late,
I am sorry I talk about you all the time,
I am sorry that I feel this way,
I an sorry that I,
love you

~ Sakuranbo Kyuuketsuki ~

I will sing

Do you hear me calling,
calling out to you,
I know your are far,
but our hearts are connected,
by the love that bonds us,
hear my song,
a song for you,
and I will sing until,
you return, from where you are,
to pass the time, alone,
until you return, from where you are,
I will sing,
until you hear me. . .

~ Sakuranbo Kyuuketsuki ~
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Remembering

Rain hits the windshield,

cars pass by like blurs,

time seems to slow,

yet my mind still moving,

filled with thoughts,

No matter what I do,

I can't seem to stop,

remembering things about you,

I still don't know,

why you said you had to go,

Day leaves, night arrives,

can't sleep, toss and turn,

driving through the night,

lights and lines,

I guess we live and learn,

from the events of our pasts...

So everything happens **

for a reason and that's how it goes,

but I am still confused,

it's like a wound that can't close,

when you left, I went numb,

torn and broken, just like a wilted rose,

It's normal to feel sadness,
but for this long?
I didn't really think,
you'd ever be gone,
but I was wrong and that's that,

Do you ever think of me?
Does your heart belong to,
someone else, side by side
hand in hand, in love with you?

I should be happy for you,
yet this smile is fake,
all the love, a heart and soul so true,
is that not good enough?

So everything happens **
for a reason and that's how it goes,
but I am still confused,
it's like a wound that can't close,
when you left, I went numb,
torn and broken, just like a wilted rose,

when you left, I went numb,torn and broken,

just like a wilted rose. . .

So everything happens
for a reason and that's how it goes. . .

~ Sakuranbo Kyuuketsuki ~
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Save Her

Crying in the dark,
no need for happiness,
can't find the door,
wondering eternally,

Where is she going,
blinded by the thoughts,
that play on in her head,
of things that should not come true,

She can't move anymore,
lost in this cold world,
never to be freed from,
the pain that has taken over,

A heart closed off, **
from the world around,
no way to leave the pain,
stuck here until you come,
save her, save her,
saver her. . .

She's fading away,
behind a black screen,
eyes coverd, mouth closed,
a scream that will go unheard,

You see her there,
lonely in the snow, tears frozen,
is it to late? Did you miss your chance?
Is she still there, breathing,

A heart closed off, **

from the world around,

no way to leave the pain,

stuck here until you come,

save her, save her,save her. . .

Crying in the dark,
A heart closed off,
save her, save her,

save me. . .


~Sakuranbo Kyuuketsuki ~
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Flawed

The world today is sooo corrupt, I honestly don't understand. How can we just go about our lives treating people like pieces of crap. I mean lets look at the war we are fighting right now, it all started because the American's wanted to keep control of the oil. Sorry not [ all ] the American's just the ones who follow Bush. Thank god there is an election coming up, because I think if he stayed president for much longer we would all be screwed. war is a useless tool, but no matter how many people say that, it is always going to be " the solution " we as a species will never stop killing. We can try to be peaceful but really at heart, none of us are truly peaceful, sure some of us are better at being peaceful and kinder than others, but really I think everyone has had at least one time where they were so mad they wanted to punch someone. Don't lie. No matter how hard we try to change will will never be able to... that's how flawd our design is. . .

~ Sakuranbo Kyuuketsuki ~

Days

It's funny how,
the rain makes me smile,
it's much happier now,
when I am with you,
before it was cold,
when no one knew,
the way i felt,
all alone in the sad, strong rain,

Left to cry,
no one there to hold me close,
stuck on the ground,
couldn't get up
no matter how hard I tried,
my feelings closed up,
thought of loneliness,
tore up my pride,

You are my shield, **
from the rain,
You keep away
all of the pain,
I no longer worry,
I know our love will stay the same,

Days go by,
followed by nights,
I don't feel lonely,
with you by my side,
your my one and only,
and together we can be happy,
for the days to come and for the days past,
I know that this love,
can and will last. . .

You are my shield, **

from the rain,

You keep away all of the pain,

I no longer worry,

I know our love will stay the same,

together we can be happy. . .

together we can be happy. . .


~ Sakuranbo Kyuuketsuki ~
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How To Tell You

I don't know how to say this,
I don't know how to tell you,
this feeling inside me,
I don't know what it is,
Is it a good one?
I am not sure,
all i know is that I feel it around you. . .
what does this mean?
I know we "love" each other,
but at times I think I over do it,
do i smother you with my love?
I am sorry I cannot do things on my own,
I am so sorry that I am not an independent person,
I don't know how to ask you,
if you have had enough,
I don't think you would tell me anyway. . .
your to nice,
I know my constant asking annoys you,
you can't hide it,
I know this feeling for you is real,
I hope I don't push you away,
with out you life is not worth living,
with out you I may die,
cliche as that may be,
I think its' true,
I know what this feeling is,
I think you do to,
is it to much so say,
I actually love you. . . ?


~ Sakuranbo Kyuuketsuki ~

It's Over

So here we are,
it seems like so long ago,
we became close,
hands together, breathing slows,
bruises on the heart,
from the cold hard blows,
from the memories,
of the past and the pain that comes with it,
of mangled hearts and bleeding knees,

Close your eyes,
it was all you could do,
as sadness took over,
and the beating ensued,
over and over you told her to stop,
she promised she would,
but her feelings were strewn,
torn up inside there was nothing she could do,

Over and over this played in your head,
images never ending,
all feeling went dead,
after it ended you still weren't the same,
torn up on the inside,
emotions untamed,

close your eyes,
hold me tight,
let me take the memories away,
it's alright it's Ok,
we will live together for a better day,

It ended, it was over,
you had had enough,
so much hurt, for such a long time,
no one like you should have a past so rough,
and thats what you thought,
when you said goodbye,
you freed yourself, no longer distraught,

Left the pain behind,
and ran until you couldn't anymore,
turn around, look over here,
theres some one here to fall for,
the end to your pain is here,
together we'll reach the shore,
together we can't drown, with you,
I'll never frown. . .

close your eyes,
hold me tight,
let me take the memories away,
it's alright it's Ok,
we will live together for a better day

a better day. . .

better days. . .


~ Sakuranbo Kyuuketsuki ~

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Smiles

Warm smiles and open arms,
a sign of love is near,
nothing left to grieve,
the clouds seemed to have cleared,
in you I have come to believe,
that there is such thing as love. . .

you smile when your pained,
even when the tears flow,
and your cheeks become tear stained,
you act strong, but are fragile like snow,
just as to protect me with love unfeigned,
it's OK, i am here, let go. . .

My heart is free from sadness, **
you have opened my eyes to the light,
shown me how to trust the stillness,
of our breathing, together, it sounds so right,
fragile in our own ways, we can depend,
on the love we both share, together eternally,
our pasts were rough, the rips and tears we can mend . . .

So much has happened to us,
they say we should not be this way,
smiles and laughter, a love over zealous,
"how can they go on smiling every day?"
they say with jealous eyes,
we have found a new straight,
no more pain, no more lies . . .

we can face the future knowing,
that together nothing can hurt us,
goodbye to the tears no longer flowing,
two hearts young and anxious,
to start over, to end the pain,
to make kinder memories,
this bliss we'll keep maintained. . .

My heart is free from sadness, **
you have opened my eyes to the light,
shown me how to trust the stillness,
of our breathing, together, it sounds so right,
fragile in our own ways, we can depend,
on the love we both share, together eternally,
our past were rough, the rips and tears we can mend . . .

together eternally. . .

together eternally. . .

~ Sakuranbo Kyuukstuki ~

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Under The Cherry Tree

You feel the cold air rushing down you slender back,

slowly and silently drifting over your body,

as if it were caressing you,

with soft hands,

the sweet smell of cherry blossoms lingers in the air,

you are alone,

the sky a dark grey,

"looks like rain" you say to yourself as you pull your knees close,

no one is around,

all is silent except the sound of the leaves rustled by the wind,

thoughts of the past trickle through your mind,

each thought slowly comes into view,

the tears build behind your soft eyes,

you can't hold them back any longer,

they flow fast and constant down your face,

memories run though your mind like a black and white film,

no sound just pictures,

pictures of the pain and sadness you have went through,

they don't stop,

all you want is to leave them,

let them go,

run away form the pain that takes hold,

gripping your heart, you want to be free,

let me help you,

let me take your sadness and pain, let me heal you,

let me take the thoughts of the past away,

lets make new memories,

memories for tomorrow,

let me sit here,

beside you,

under the cherry tree,

and here i will stay,

always by your side,

dry your tears,

no more reasons to cry,

just hold my hand and we can be forever happy,

just you and me,

under the cherry tree. . .

~ Sakuranbo Kyuuketsuki ~

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Kokoro

Hearts beat in unison,
hands held together tightly,
a bond that cannot be broken,
two people no longer lonely,
together they are one,
no reasons to cry,
is this sadness finally done?

It's hard to forget,
the days spent in tears,
sitting alone in the sunset,
forced to face fears,
the days passed quickly,
no hope for a better day,
living life cheaply,
you can throw that all away,

let your worries melt away, **
love is the thing we all need,
no longer enter the water halfway,
take a jump, open your eyes your freed,
together you can live,
without sadness, without pain,
we need to love to forgive,


Breathing deeply,
the sun warm on their skin,
no need to look at life bleakly,
their so happy, where has love been?
together for today,
together for tomorrow,
no one to lead them astray,


Hearts beat in unison,
hands held together tightly,
a bond that cannot be broken,
two people no longer lonely,
together we can live,
without sadness, without pain,
we need to love to forgive,

let your worries melt away, **
love is the thing we all need,
no longer enter the water halfway,
take a jump, open your eyes your freed,
together you can live,
without sadness, without pain,
we need to love to forgive,

we need to love to forgive. . .

we need to love to forgive. . .



~ Sakuranbo Kyuuketsuki~

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Sunny Skys

Running through the grass
hands outstretched,
eyes a light brown like,
amber in the sunshine,
close your eyes and feel the warmth,
the peace that comes
with the smell of air and flowers,

At least your at peace,
cut off form the word ,
the world of pain and suffering,
the world that will,
never be the same, nothings left here,
the death and sadness is to much,
for you to handle,

There is noting here, **
the last hope for us has faded,
the smoke is rising , the light is fading,
you are the hope, the light for tomorrow,
but you don't see this, you are oblivious,
open your eyes, to the tomorrow we destroyed,
we can't go on like this, we need,
h e l p . . .

The clouds cover the sun,
the light is gone, replaced by darkness,
why you ask, why now, why here,
you don't have a choice,
drops of water fall form the sky,
tears for a better day,
tears for a tomorrow of joy and peace,

the air is cold, to cold for you to handle,
you shiver, hair blowing in the breeze,
you see the pain,
you see the blood,
you know there has to be change,
see the need to end these wars for,
in the end we are all to blame,

There is noting here, **
the last hope for us has faded,
the smoke is rising , the light is fading,
you are the hope, the light for tomorrow,
but you don't see this, you are oblivious,
open your eyes, to the tomorrow we destroyed,
we can't go on like this, we need,
h e l p . . .

~ Sakuranbo Kyuuketsuki ~
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Grey Skys and Black Hearts

Cold hands, on warm skin
grey skys and cold hearts,
pretty girl with black hair,
tears of blue stain her cheeks,
so fragile in the wind,
wishes she could fly,
away form the pain,

No one knows her,
she is invisible to the world,
all alone in the winter,
snow, melts on her warm skin,
lips the colour of blood,
she runs through the snowy field,
yet she goes nowhere. . .

Grey skys and black hearts **
cuts and bruises, blood and tears,
all she wants is love,
all she needs is you to see,
that she is alone, need to be free,
from the pain of her past,
she longs for the joy of the future,
with you . . .


Pictures in back and white,
a snapshot of peace,
amongst the pain and sorrow,
she's fading into the white,
save her, save her,
before she drowns, in the tears,
that no one stops,

Her hands cold, her smile warm,
pull her close, bring her back,
you come into focus,
pretty girl with black hair,
tears of blue stain her cheeks,
so fagile in the wind,
hold her close, keep her smiling,


Grey skys and black hearts **

cuts and bruises, blood and tears,

all she wants is love,

all she needs is you to see,

that she is alone, need to be free,

from the pain of her past,

she longs for the joy of the future,with you . . .


~ Sakuranbo Kyuuketuki ~
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