Goodbye

Goodbye to you.
Goodbye to me.

I'm off to face what I fear most.
what I contemplate most.
I wonder if it's cold in the winter,
or if there really is a tunnel.
I wonder if I will get to float on clouds,
or burn on jagged rocks?
Or perhaps there is just darkness.
Maybe its like an eternal slumber.
I think I'd like that.

Goodbye to you.
Goodbye to me.

Its time for some rest.
I'll live on with you and your love.
Please don't hate me,
it's for your own good, and mine.

Please don't cry there is no point,
I am not worth your tears.

Goodbye to you.
Goodbye to me,

Perhaps we will meet again somewhere in your heart.

©2011

I Know

I know he loves me.
I know he wants me.
I know he cherishes me.

I know I hurt him.
I know I suffocate him.
I know I frustrate him.

I know he cares about me.
I know he'd give it all for me.
I know he will never forget me.

I know I make him sad.
I know I drag him down.
I know I anger him.

I know he loves me
I know I love him

but I don't know how much more I can put him through before I let him leave like everyone else.

©2011

No Light

I believe i have come to a time
where I have fallen furthur that I have before.
I cannot begin to connect the lines from where I once was.
Nothing is luminous any more.
I feel like the light of life has faded again.
I'm lost and alone.
This dark hallway seems to go on for ever.
Perhaps I am in denial of the truth.
Perhaps I am just refusing to see the light which resides within us?
Or perhaps I am unworthy of such a light...

© 2011