My dearest Lover:
How have we become like this?
Alone in the cold throws of love,
with nothing but the skin on our bones.
We have become empty and frail.
Nothing beats inside but the empty feelings
we once shared.
Days and nights seem to pass by
and I take no notice.
Time has paused.
Each long second more monotonous than the last.
I cling to the numbness that sleep brings.
Endings are said to be beginnings.
But why must they be soaked in such pain?
It feels as though my heart is being stabbed,
over and over and over again,
continuously with barely a second for reprieve.
I hope in this ending you can find peace.
The peace I could never bring you.
I hope you find all that you are looking for.
I hope you find the strength to chase your dreams,
and lastly, I hope you find the love you crave & deserve.
You will find it, just don't let it go...
©2014