Noise

Shut up!
Shut up, shut up, shut up!
All you ever do is yell,
just shut up for once,
stop it, go away,
take this fight some where else,
all you ever do is argue,
GROW UP

I detest hearing your battles,
I long for you to just leave,
leave and don't come back,
no until you acquire the skills
to talk things out with out yelling,
you both are oh so adolescent,

It's always,
"Oh well as if you would know"
and
"Right, you have always lacked those certain qualities"
and
"Ah haha you are so stupid "

Listen to your self,
god
just stop and listen,
neither of you are better than the other,
you both are imature and childish,
you both are stubborn and annoying,
oh god,
why do you continue when you know the argument is over,

You try each other,
as if it were a sport,
you think one cares less than the other...
you think you are better and what you say,
is much more important.

Imagine,
there are other people in this house,
Imagine,
they can hear every word you say,
hmmm...
perhaps you should give notice to these people,
and take your issues else ware,
for, those people do not care for your issues...

Oh, how the very sound of your voices,
make my head pound and my heart beat fast.
Deep with in me,
i can feel anger begin to smolder,
churning and growing with every word,
I bite my pillow,
as to stop my from yelling.
I do not wish to be like you.

I hope you learn,
to not be so brash,
because I no longer look forward to comming home.
Once I walk through the door way,
the happiness just fades away.
Perhaps next time,
i'll just not come home...

Morgan.E.Doowrah
©2008

A Girl

Warm and sunny,were the days long ago, and it seems like the sun,
has gone out for good. I cannot seem to feel the same way any more. I have been cut so deeply, that the wound just won't close. Though through you, I have seen, a way to feel better, you make me smile, you make me dance, and you make me sing out loud and not feel nervous...

Who are you?
I look at you and I see a girl,
more beautiful than words can describe,
I see a girl,
whom confides in herself,
but opens up to me,
as if we have been long time friends.

I see a girl,
so intelligent, so imaginative,
with all the talent in the world.
Every time I look at you,
Jealousy hits me,
just like a rogue wave, pounds the shore.
You are so beautiful, so creative,
I wish I could do the things you do.

I see a girl,
shrouded in darkness,
yet fighting for a way out,
and I can see that slowly,but surely,
you are winning,
I want to help you,
give you that final push,
to lead out of the void you have be in,
for such a long time.

I see a girl,
with such a bright future a head of her,
I see her finding the one she has been longing for,
I see her prospering,
and best of all,
I see her smiling,
and that alone, makes all my troubles disappear.

I see a girl,
and I know deep down,
that that girl,
will find happiness one day,
and that girl,
could very well be,
my very best friend...

Morgan.E.Doowrah
©2008

Hearts of Night Time

The euphonious sound of crickets,
fills the night air,
whilst we lay quietly, in a field of grass,
surrounded by candle light.

The stars are scattered across the sky,
they look like little pebbles on a county road.
The moon if full and lucent.

The wind gently brushes your hair over your eyes,
I reach over to push it away,
when you grab my hand,
and pull me close,
and place your lips on mine.

My cheeks turn a soft pink,
my eyes slowly close.
My heart beats fast,
as you hold me tightly.

I rest my head upon you bosom.
I can hear you heart beating,
I can hear a heavy thumping within your chest.
Your hand is placed atop my head,
gently stroking my hair,

I close my eyes once more,
and listen to the rhythmic beating of your heart,
my hand in yours,
our fingers gently intertwined.

How I wish for this night to never end,
oh, how I wish to lay here,
beneath the scintillating stars,
hand in had,
away form the world and it's troubles,
oh, how I long to just lay there,
and never feel sad again.

My eyes slowly open,
and I see a blurry outline,
which resembles that of a wall,
I blink a few times,
and my vision becomes clear.
I slowly rise, and cross my legs,
I bounce ever so slightly,
and I realise,
I am sitting atop my bed,
surrounded by the walls of my bedroom,

I see the happy smiling faces,
of the characters on the posters,
which decorate the room.

Then all of a sudden,
it starts to sink in,
that wonderful night,
which had seemed so real,
that wonderful night,
in which I felt so happy,
that wonderful night,
when we were together, as happy as could be,
that wonderful night,
was all just a dream.

Morgan.E.Doowrah
©2008

When I look out my window,
I cannot see the houses behind mine,
I cannot see the tree in my backyard,
the smell of fresh rain wafts into my room,
the loud crashes of thunder make my bed shake,

The rain is so loud,
I can hear nothing else,
but the hard,solid drop on my window,
the rain feels refreshing on my skin,

On days like this,
I am happy to be alive,
on days like this I look out into the world,
and for once feel happy to be apart of it,
on days like this,
I can breath,
on days like this I wish to be with you,

The streets look like rivers,
fast moving cars,
create small scale waves,
which crash upon the sidewalk,
people rush by,
with umbrellas,newspapers,
anything to perhaps keep them a little dryer.

I look to the sky,
it is grey, yet it is still bright,
the lightning illuminates my face,
how I wish it would yours.

The leaves flutter and dance,
under the heavy rain fall,
they shine like glass in the light,
drops hang off wires,
for each one that falls,
two more replace it,
they remind me of tear drops,
each time one falls,
more follow,

They say,
no one can tell,
when you cry in the rain,
perhaps that's why,
I feel safer in the rain,
it helps to shield your emotions,
it helps to hide your fears,
perhaps that's why the rain.
reminds me so much or you,
it protects me,
keeps me safe,
hides my tears,
makes me breath,
perhaps that's why,
when it rains, all i see,
are traces of you...

Morgan.E.Doowrah
©2008