Do you ever notice the sky in the morning?
How it's not quite black but it isn't quite blue.
It's almost brown.

Do you ever notice the smell the wind carries in the fall?
The sweet rich smell of red, yellow, and orange leaves.
It's calming and still.

Do you ever notice how I'm slowly decaying?
Rotting and stagnant.
Can't you see how hurt I am?
Can't you see how sad I am?
Can't you help me?
Can't you fix me?
Can't you save me?
Can't you help me?

Do you ever notice me crying?
can't you see behind my crumbling walls?
Are you not able to fix me?

WHY CAN'T YOU FUCKING FIX ME!?
WHY CAN'T YOU FUCKING HELP ME!?
WHY AM I FUCKED UP!?
WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY!?