I Am Nothing.

I am nothing.
Nothing but a walking bag of fat and bones.
I am worthless before the moon and stars.
I am but a night terror.
Unwanted, feared, and hated.
I have strewn my very last hopes among the rocky waters of pity.
Nothing can comfort me, when comfort in itself does not heal.
I have sliced open every last vein but I still bleed.
A never ending river of loss.
When will time let me leave?
Can I not just smile with meaning,
or dance among the flowers of blissful paradise.
Why must I stand here behind this unforgiving wall of ice,
and be forced to watch the sun rise and fall
unable to feel it's warmth?

I drip blood yet shed no tears.

© 2010