Bound

Do you ever feel like everything you do doesn't matter? You work so hard and nobody seems to notice or care, if all your screams go unheard? I don't know if you ever feel this way but I certainly do. It's like one day this person is your best friend and then the next it's like they have never met you. Or they talk to you one day and when you go to talk to them again, they look at you like your some stupid piece of crap and then continue talking to whom ever they were before. It's really sad to see that happen to anyone let alone yourself. Sometimes i get the feeling like the only one i can talk to it my boyfriend and then again sometimes it even feels like he gets annoyed with me. I don't know if I am just being really paranoid or if it's true. I don't really know why I feel this way and it's really annoying. It sometimes feel like i am tied down by the world, as if there is just so much reliability or expectation for you to do well in something or to even just do something, it never seems to stop. It's like everyone just keeps piling expectation upon expectation until you are buried alive and can't escape them. What are you supposed to do? Who can you lean on when the only person you have can't be there all the time? What do you do?



~ Sakuranbo Kyuuketsuki ~