Lost

I'm kinda lost in the world right now. I am just really lost in what is happening. It seems so different from when we were 3,5,6 even 12. It was as though no one cared about what we looked like, what we wore, what our hair was like, no one cared. The world seemed safe and unchanged. It seemed as though everyone was friends it didn't matter who you were or what you looked like, we were all just a big group of friends who played tag and had sleepovers and made sand castles. We sat in the school yard and traded Pokemon cards, but now it's like a constant battle between people for, well, I am not sure what. Maybe "popularity" or who bought that shirt first or who wears it better. Who has a better boyfriend than who, who has more brand name clothes/bags/shoes etc. . . and i don't want to sound like I don't do this, cause I do, but it's kind of weird how we have changed, I suppose its just part of growing up and nothing ever stays the same, so I guess this is just normal. Another thing that i notice nowadays that there are alot of creepy people out there. I notice now that i watch the news and hear storeys that alot of bad, scary stuff is happening. Before when we were little we never heard about theses things,we never knew about all the bad stuff that was happening, or we never really understood/cared, but now we think about it and it affects us. And appearance has changed alot to. Some girls dress rather revealing and boys wear their pants half way down their ass, and not to sound like a parent but I mean it isn't that cool guys, no offence. And girls jeez there is such a thing as a too low cut shirt, there is such a thing as showing tooo much cleavage! I mean i think most girls have all worn some really revealing things, and i know it's to get the attention of the boys, but i mean don't we have any dignity?


~ Sakuranbo Kyuuketsuki ~