Ouch

Ouch

This feeling,
how it hurts me so,
a deep throbbing within my chest,
my eyes are sore,
from the constant rubbing,
they are puffy and red,
my nose is stuffy,
from my constant crying,

Ouch

Hit by a bus,
loaded with drama,
I lose a friend,
to a battle of words,
and now those close to me are moving away,
drifted apart like a leaf from a tree,

Ouch

You have raised me,
from a infant to a woman,
watched me cry,
watched me laugh,
together,
you were there for me,
and now you are leaving?
going separate ways?
why? how?
I never saw this coming...

Ouch

"Don't worry it's just a break"
you said it as though it was OK,
you made it sound like everything was fine,
"We are just going to take it day by day"
oh is that it,
when did things start to ferment?
were you acting this whole time?

Ouch

How do I take this all in?
any ideas?
"We know it's allot"
jee you can say that again,
how is it OK,
when two people,
whom raised and love you,
stop loving each other?
how does one cope?
Just because it is a break,
does it mean I should still not be affected as if it were forever?

Ouch

See love fall apart,
makes me so sad inside,
that at times I feel as though my heart,
is going to shrivel up and disappear,
It sends thoughts speeding through my mind,
"what about me?"
"what about my love, will it fall apart to?"
How can I not ask those questions?

Ouch

I will try,
try to understand the reasons why,
which I know is a pointless task,
for I shall never truly understand your reasons,
but I promise this,
I will live my life with the knowledge of love,
and the knowledge that I can try to make it last,
so I hope deep down that you shall find love for each other once more,
and I truly hope we can be a full family
again. . .

Morgan.E.Doowrah
©2008