Abused

Abused by you.
Hit, slapped, kicked and cut,
blood stains on your pillow case.
your blood.

The pain is too much.
you drink it down,
just to help.
Overdose at night.
No one there to tell you not to.

Up and down,
back and forth.
Dig it in deeper.
Watch how it flows, just like silk.

Abuse yourself.
There are blood stains on your pillowcase.
Sleep sleep,
it feels good now.

Stainless steel wrapped in cloth.
hidden in a dark place,
carried everywhere.
Never left alone.

Leave it.
Let go of it, you don't need it.
You don't need it.
Leave it behind,
move forward.
No longer abuse yourself.
Change the pillow case.

You are loved
no matter what you think.
They love you,
I love you.
You have to power you just need the will.
look beyond this darkness.
Leave it alone.

Morgan.E.Doowrah
©2008