why why why

Over and over and over again your voice echoes off the walls of my skull.
I hear you when it's quiet, when I am trying to sleep, when the world stops moving.
I hear you.
Over and over I hear your soft, warm voice, calling my name, asking why why why why!?

Oh god, won't you just stop!

why why why, I loved you...

no no stop, stop.

I loved you with all my heart, please why?


shut up shut up shut up shut up shut up shut up shut up shut up shut up shut up shut up shut up shut up shut up shut up shut up shut up shut up shut up shut up shut up shut up shut up shut up shut up shut up shut up shut up shut up shut up shut up shut up shut up shut up shut up shut up!

My heart won't beat any more. I thought you loved me to, I wanted you to be mine always...

S T O P

I wanted to be with you always, I wanted to watch the stars together, see the world together...

I can't take this any more, just leave me the fuck alone!

I don't understand... why? why? why? why?

Please, oh please, leave me alone. I'm sorry, I'm so so sorry. My heart has died like yours. My skin is cold like yours. Everything hurts like you. why can't you see I am heart borken to. Why can't we be. Why, why why WHY?

oh what did I do.

©2009
Morgan Doowrah