Rift

So I guess this has to stop
it is not only your wishes but mine as well,
there seems to be a rift, which I have opened,
you seem to grow distant still,
I know you do not want to have this happen anymore,
thus I will stop,
for now thoughts of paranoia run through my head,
I fear the end, because of the things I have done,
all I wanted was for you to tell her your reasoning,
yet you still refuse, she is dieing inside,
yet again you refuse,
there is nothing more I can do, without hurting both of you,
more so, than I have already,
I shall retreat form my mission,
for I have failed, once more,
Please know that I never intended to be heartless,
I tend to make others happy,
rather than my good-for-naught self,
it was a cause I thought could make things OK,
I thought i could mend your pasts,
but as usual I have made things painful,
and wretched,
I have made the air stale,
between us,
I have created a dismal place,
a place that should have stayed blocked off form the world,
forgiveness is to much to ask. . .

Morgan.E.Doowrah
©2008