Stay

Does all of this crying make sense?
why do the tears not stop?
why when i think of you?
it's as if all I can do
is cry, and cry some more,
maybe I feel sorry,
for all the times I have cried,
maybe I feel bad for always disappointing you,
maybe I can't stand to see you look at me that way,
with those condescending eyes,
maybe I am sorry for not being the smartest person on the earth,
maybe I am sorry that I made you smile so much,
maybe I didn't make you smile enough,
maybe I feel sorry for all the times I said "I Love You"
maybe I didn't say it enough, all though I always meant it,
perhaps I am sorry for hating who I am,
maybe I am sorry for not being as picturesque as the sky,
I am sorry you hate me,
Do you hate me?
Do I anger you?
Do you wish to leave,
If so just know,
Your are my world,
you are my the light,
You help to guide me,
through the night,
and with out you,
I am alone,
consumed by the very darkness,
you lead me through,
please just know that I love you with all my heart,
You are my life,
and one day I wish to be your wife,
so please think twice before,
you shut the door,
on my heart,
because I,
sincerely,
love you. . .

M.E.Doowrah
©2008